Faux Security

But...I am never lonely...
I am self-sufficient.
I am independent.
I don't need you.

I hide behind my faux security.
But what it is I hide,
I know not.

I hide all I am
From all you are
and all it is that we could be.

I am scared.
I am insecure.
What if I am wrong?

Fate

It had to end
There was no way
You just didn't complete me
Nor I you
We were matched together so well
But our stars just didn't align
Fate had other plans for us
It just had to end
To save us all

In some other Dream

I would liked to have kept you around
But not this time around.
Maybe in some other time
In some other dream
When we meet again
With that familiar look in our eyes
That flash of recognition
that says we've met somewhere before
in some other time
in some other dream

Who Am I Not

Who am I not,
I am not a slut
I am not a whore
I am not a heroin addict
I am not pregnant
-nor have I ever been
I do not take hits of acid
-on a regular basis or not
I am not in a cult
I do not worship the devil
I do hate you
I am not easy
I am not a sadist
I am not a lesbian
I am not any number of things which You have pegged me
I am, however, myself
And I will continue to be who I am and not who you have made me out to be