Ouch.
Thanks for the consideration.
I'll just pretend like you can't hurt me.
That's how I made it this far.
How many years has it been since we spoke?
Just because I move on
and you messed up your life
Doesn't mean I don't want to be part of it.
Thanks for the notification.
Thanks for the invite.
Thanks for the unfriending.
No thanks for the lack of information.
You always said you'd be around
You always said you'd always be there
Now you're no where to be found.
Now you're not even interested anymore.
Now you're just someone that I used to know.
WELCOME
..and here are a few things to keep in mind:
This blog contains mostly my poetry and a few thoughts from time to time. The thoughts will be entered when and wherever I feel necessary to keep things in proper order. Thoughts and things not belonging to me will be denoted with asterisks. Poems will be archived by the date which they were written, not by that which they were posted. I tend to update things a month or few after being written so as to keep current issues from wandering unattended around the web.
Enjoy...
[somberlife was first created July 11, 2004]
“The difficulty of literature is not to write, but to write what you mean; not to affect your reader, but to affect him precisely as you wish.”
~ Robert Louis Stevenson
Showing posts with label mistakes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mistakes. Show all posts
Saturday, June 02, 2012
Monday, October 31, 2011
Try. And Fail.
I try and I try
and I just feel stupid
It's not your fault
It's just the way I am
I hold my head high
and hold the tears back
I round the corner
and let them flow
I try and I succeed
except for that one detail
One detail.
I fail.
WHY did you DO that?
I... I... just thought...
I'm ...sorry
I'll do better next time
Although
A next time is unlikely.
and I just feel stupid
It's not your fault
It's just the way I am
I hold my head high
and hold the tears back
I round the corner
and let them flow
I try and I succeed
except for that one detail
One detail.
I fail.
WHY did you DO that?
I... I... just thought...
I'm ...sorry
I'll do better next time
Although
A next time is unlikely.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
i miss you
i miss you.
and i dont know what to do.
i dont mean physically.
i mean mentally and emotionally.
you and i are not close anymore.
what happened, where did it go?
did i leave?
or did you just not care?
i miss you.
this isn't what i want.
i've tried to satisfy myself elsewhere
i miss your brain. i miss you.
i've been stupid.
will you forgive me?
i've been stupid.
that doesn't bring you any closer.
i dont want all of this.
i want you. i miss you.
and i dont know what to do.
i dont mean physically.
i mean mentally and emotionally.
you and i are not close anymore.
what happened, where did it go?
did i leave?
or did you just not care?
i miss you.
this isn't what i want.
i've tried to satisfy myself elsewhere
i miss your brain. i miss you.
i've been stupid.
will you forgive me?
i've been stupid.
that doesn't bring you any closer.
i dont want all of this.
i want you. i miss you.
Sunday, February 07, 2010
1000 Years
We've been here for 1000 years
And you still haven't learned
I'm not like you
This will never work
Why are we so repetitive?
The first four times ended
...in utter disaster
This shall be no different.
You always try
I always fall.
Over and over,
Again and again.
Will we ever learn?
We've been here 1000 years
And can only continue
Repeating our endings.
And you still haven't learned
I'm not like you
This will never work
Why are we so repetitive?
The first four times ended
...in utter disaster
This shall be no different.
You always try
I always fall.
Over and over,
Again and again.
Will we ever learn?
We've been here 1000 years
And can only continue
Repeating our endings.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Alanis Morissette
alanis morissette makes me feel better about life
gives me hope that comes and goes
i see we've all made the same mistakes
looked in the wrong places for the right things
lost people who were suppose to care
gives me hope that comes and goes
i see we've all made the same mistakes
looked in the wrong places for the right things
lost people who were suppose to care