If you don't know how I'm feeling,
You don't know me very well.
If you have no desire to read what I say,
I tell myself you still care, just not my way.
If you don't know why I listen to what I do,
Then you've never been here before.
If my emotionless state dumbfounds you,
You don't affect me deep enough.
If you question what I say,
You're getting closer to the truth.
If I hear one more time that "it'll all be okay,"
I might show you that it's not.
You push, I pull. You pull, I push.
Nothing will ever be resolved.