Monetary Issues

I know I should care
- but I don't
"You may not have enough money"
- fine
I'll get it somewhere
- loan?
Can it really be a problem?
- denial
It'll come from somewhere
- right?
I'll get a job
- just not right now
I have class
- and reading to do

College Daze

I want to write
I want to yell out
what it is I have to put on paper

I have college
I have class
...I have friends

I want sleep
I need to go to bed at night
but life is good

Class has not started
I am dozing
There is no teacher

*Email recieved*

Vous n'avez pas besoin de me remercier cher, parce que je n'ai eu aucune main dans votre beauté. Vous, vraiment êtes un souffle d'air frais des jours nuageux et un ami évalué.

Façade

If you keep your façade somewhat loose,
things bounce off the exterior.
But once you're wound too taught,
the slightest bump will make you crack.

(visual: chisel lightly tapping on the shell of an egg)

Prayer Room

Mighty Father,
Holy God,
Jesus!

You are mighty
holy
all powerful
and just.

You are unique,
creative,
all imaginable,
and immensely kind!

*Handshake*

God's plans will work out like a successful TCP/IP handshake.

Why'd It Take You A Week?

You made me feel so used.
You touched me like you cared.
You spoke soft things to me.
You said you might love me.

I didn't want to believe it
I didn't want to hurt you
I thought you cared
I ended it anyway

I didn't want to break your heart
I didn't want to hurt you
I actually even (almost) liked you
I ended it with the thought you'd be okay

You're great
You have her now

It's been so long
since we were together
It's been all of one week

Another One Gone

So many questions
So little understanding
I care for you
but I must be rid of you
This seems my life story
So much drama
So many guys
I can't seem to find one to care about

Double Exposed

Double exposed photos
Double exposed mind
thoughts, dreams, hallucinations
(Is it real, is it not?)
(I'm in my bed, You're in my room?)
I'm in two places at once,
One physical,
One merely lapsed over.
Which layer am I on?
Underneath it all?
Lying on top?
So many questions,
So little understanding,
What is it my mind does?

Imagination

I can use my imagination for a story,
I can use my imagine for emotion -in a story,
but I don't want a story,
I want a poem,
a poem -with emotion.

A story is overtly logical.
A poem -it is not.
It is only a sequence of thought.